A foster mother,
Kathleen Sorenson risked her life to speak out about what she learned from
children in her care. She soon died under suspicious circumstances.
Kathleen Sorenson gave this report on TV in
Nebraska in 1989, based on her experience with over 30 children who
spent months or years in her home:
"We got involved and learned about
this subject because we were
foster parents and worked with a number of children. And several years
back, several of the children began, after a period of time and building
up trust, to talk about some very bizarre events that had happened in
their past and they were frightening and very confusing. I really didn't
know what to think. We went to the police, and we went to social
services, and there was really nothing anyone could do. These children
we worked with are now adopted, in safe homes, and probably would never
have talked had they not felt able to trust the people they were living
with.
"There are certain things that are in common in the childrens'
stories when we talk about devil worship ... There are things that come
up in every single story, such as candles. They all talk about sex. Sex
is without a doubt a part of every area of this, all sorts of perverted
sex. That is what you will first hear, about the sex, about the incest,
and it is so hard to believe. But once we get that, we have learned that
we can go on and ask and find out ... and it will involve pornography;
that is always part of it. Part of the reason is that they can use that
to threaten the children. 'We have pictures we will show the police if
you talk.' It makes the children feel that they are in great danger, and
they are all very frightened of the law. They talk about the garish
make-up that the people in the group wear, they talk about the singing
that they didn't understand. Obviously that is chanting, and that has
come up in every one of these stories, and none of them call it
chanting. There will be dancing. Most often that will involve sexual
acts. There will always be a leader and they will be very frightened of
the leader.
"These children, from a very young age, and I am talking about
children who came out of birth homes, the family they were born to,
worshipped the devil. That's all I can share, and I don't pretend to be
an expert. All I can tell you is what the children have told me. My
husband and I say, we know things we shouldn't know. That's true, and I
thought very carefully before I agreed to do the program, because we
have heard so much, and it is so ugly, and so frightening, that you
hesitate to tell it to people. It's very heavy to know. I don't want
people running around looking in their closets and not leading normal
lives. You don't want to think you are giving people ideas. I don't want
people to say, if a child starts to talk about some of this, 'They
probably saw it on that show Kathleen did.' But we're hearing more and
more. And it is becoming very, very out in the open, and I think it's
time for people to know that this is not fun and games; this is not
something that we can laugh at or ignore.
"The children I have talked to have all had to
murder before the age
of two. That is something beyond anything I could comprehend. But in
some way, whether with the help of an adult's hand over theirs, by
having them practice, by getting them excited to be part of the adult
scene, they do murder. And the evil thing that happens is, that they
really believe that they want to. They want to do what the older people
are doing, and they are praised for that. And that becomes their goal,
to be like the adults. There is a little part in them, that natural
good, God-given part, which knows that it is wrong. But in a group, and
in the excitement of everything, they want to do that. They
enjoy the
sex. Children are capable of enjoying the sex. I didn't know that.
Well, why would they fight against it? A child will eat a bag of candy
if you give it to them. They will take part in these things willingly.
When they get out and begin to talk, it is very difficult for them to
realize, we didn't realize it at first, that they actually wanted to do
it.
"They are told they will never get out, no one will ever believe
them, that there is no freedom, that 'the law will get you,' they are
hopeless before they get someone willing to listen. They are threatened
with death. Every time a child is killed in their group, they are told,
'If you tell, this will happen to you.' They have every reason to
believe that. So even when they are into the [foster care] system, and
with another family and begin to feel somewhat safe, they still expect
these people to show up on the doorstep. They believe that these people
know everything they are doing, everyone they're talking to. One
teenager told me that she had been told, that if she ever got married,
that they would fool her, it would be one of them and she wouldn't know
it ahead of time. They set them up to fail in every area.
"It is very prevalent in the midwest, Iowa, Nebraska, Missouri. Some
people have speculated recently that these states are headquarters ......
"As you listen to us talk about these things, there will be a natural
part of you which will
deny much of what you hear, and believe me, we
did too. I would like to share this with you, partly in the children's
words, so that you can hear the things that they said that nobody could
make up, that no child could know. That's what eventually convinced me,
along with the deep emotion. The grieving, screeching damage and hurt
that they cry out with as they talk. The children I will be talking
about, these are all children that I personally talked to. They are
today between the ages of 5 and 17. When they talked they were between
the ages of 5 and 15. When these things occurred to them, they were
between the ages of, well birth, but of when memory enters in, I would
say a year and a half to eight. So we are talking about very small
children ... We are talking about children forming consciences at that
time, learning right from wrong. These children do not know. They come
out and do not know what is right. They are confused. What they did
before, that they were rewarded for, is such a horror to anybody else,
that they are shunned. And most often they have been in multiple
placements, they will go to a home, they will steal, they will lie, they
will hurt animals. One little guy would sharpen pencils and try to stab
people. I don't mean poke, I mean stab. People don't like that in their
homes. They don't have any idea what it is, they just think, 'We have a
weird kid.' Many are sent to psychiatric hospitals where they are
labelled psychotics, schizophrenics.....
"I will begin with the first stories that we heard, which will seem
horrible to you, but are very mild to me, because we have progressed and
heard far worse things. The first story is about two little boys who
were 7 and 9 when they talked, and they told about sexual abuse at one
point, and were very grieved. We talked about good and bad touching and
we thought we really had gotten to the bottom of it, and then that
afternoon the little one began to cry, and when we couldn't get the
answer from him, the older brother said, 'He is probably crying because
he was in the room when they killed his friend.' That was the first one
we know about. And as they described that, they talked about that
particular victim being brought into a room, hands and arms tied, mouth
taped, and how there had been x's marked on his body, on his vital
organs. That was bad enough. Within a very few weeks we learned that it
was not the adults who had killed that child. It was this oldest boy,
who was talking.
"The next person that we talked to was a little boy, who was very
borderline mentally. He had language problems, it was very hard for him
to explain himself. And when he began to come out of it, everyone was
startled by the way he talked. We were real sure, we knew he had not
been around these other children and heard anything, but we began to
question ourselves, 'Are we asking strange questions? Is there something
odd about us which makes children come and dump these things on us?'
"The part which made me
believe this child's story, he talked about
different babies being killed, but this particular one being stabbed, he
curled up in a fetal position, he was 9 years old when he was telling
the story. He curled up in a fetal position, and his eyes got real
glazed, and he said, 'They cooked that baby on the grill.' And I
thought, he has really flipped out. I mean, I didn't know. And he said,
'Oh, gross, it smelled like rotten chicken, or rotten deer.'
"He then went on to tell us how they would cut out the heart, or cut
off the sex organs, and save them in the refrigerator. A very typical
thing that these kids talk about. They
worship the sex organs
... They kept it for another ceremony. I asked him where the bodies
went. I did not get any answers from that child about what happened to
the bodies, but the other two boys, who I spoke about first, eventually,
they talked about throwing the babies in the fire. And I asked about
that, 'You mean they were dead when they threw them in the fire?' And
the littlest one said, 'No, no. Them was alive and them threw them.' And
by this time we were really getting freaked out. What were we going to
do? How can you help these kids? Where do you find a therapist who can
deal with this? ......
"The next child I will share about, and I am going sort of by
categories here, how we learned, and the types of killings, this little
girl is 11 today, she was 9 when she first talked. It was a very painful
thing when she first started to share the sex things. The sex things
are so harmful to the children and they are so embarrassed and it is so
personal to the children ... She began to draw pictures of cats, and the
cats all had tails that were on the other side of the page, or their
leg was someplace else. As we began to work with her and talk, she said
that she had had to kill a pregnant cat. She had had to kill the cat.
And I asked her. And her description was, 'With a knife.' ...
"It progressed, and the next time she had to kill a baby, the same
way ... The baby was alive and he was screaming. And that child hears
that, to this day, and has nightmares and flashbacks. And they cut the
baby open, and they ... (indulged in cannibalism). They do this, so
there are no bodies left, and they burn what is left and grind up the
bones. And she talked about that, pouring gasoline on the bodies and
burning them in the back yard. And I used to think that was nuts, but I
have heard it enough times now that I know it must be so ...
"We know there are mortuaries involved, to cremate the bodies, and that makes sense ...
"The most horrible story about fire that I have to tell, and this is
extremely, extremely disturbing, it was a little girl, she was a
teenager when she was telling me. And she was describing a barn where
they used to go to have their meetings and they used to gather outside
the barn, and there would be chanting. And then as they went inside the
barn they would be split into different groups. And she was never with
any of her family, they all went to different places. And I asked her
where she had to go and she said, 'I was always in the burning room.'
And as she went on to describe the burning room, I thought, how she came
out of this, with any sanity at all, I don't know. She was a very small
child.
"They would take in children, probably pre-schoolers, and they would
hang them from the rafters in this barn, and there would be as many as
five or ten hung in a row. They would be fully clothed, which is
unusual, because frequently they are naked. The children, like this
girl, were all given candles. And you can picture the ceremony as she
described it. And the candles were lit. Then the adults would go forward
and would pour liquid from a cup on each of the children's clothing,
which was obviously gasoline or kerosene. And then they would give a
signal and the others would have to go forward and set the children on
fire. When they were done they would cut them down. The first child that
this girl had to kill was a cousin, a little cousin. What does that do
to you? But you couldn't object, because the children that objected were
killed. Frequently, she said, people would come in families, not
knowing that their child would be sacrificed, and she described the
screams when they realized that their child had been killed ...
"This child, about two years ago, just fell to the ground at
Christmas time, everyone thinks that Christmas is such a wonderful time.
And she confessed that she hated Christmas, she couldn't wait until
everything was put away, because all she could hear was babies crying.
Christmas is the time when the most babies die. And she covered her ears
and cried for 2-1/2 hours, and screamed, 'Stop it, stop it, stop it!
Talk to God and make Him stop it!' All she could hear is the screams and
the babies crying ...
"Christmas, for the children I have talked to, has been one of the
worst times.
I have had three children tell me about a very similar
ceremony, and I will kind of merge that and tell you how it went. They
were taken to a church, and all the children, it is a very festive
occasion, and they are taken to the front of the church, and a small
child is now brought in, two of them talked about babies and they put
them on a platform. The adults are all celebrating, and dancing and
singing, and the children are getting into the spirit of it, and what
they are doing is forming a circle around the child, and of course the
child represents the Child Jesus, and they begin mocking, and spitting,
and calling names, and then they encourage the children to begin doing
it, and you can imagine how it gets out of control. And at some point
they hand all of the children knives and then they are all hacking, and
slashing until the baby is dead, and then they all celebrate because the
Child Jesus is dead."
***
"One of the most potent weapons of the satanists is the inability of
the average person to comprehend such hideous events as described by
Kathleen Sorenson......
"Normal people, reading Kathleen Sorenson's words,
will have what psychiatrists call a "denial syndrome." Dr. Densen-Gerber
addressed this phenomenon, when she testified before the Senate
Franklin committee on December 29, 1990:
"It takes
two to three years for the average person to get through the automatic
denial that goes along with this kind of material. The first human
defense mechanism against untenable horrific facts is to say that they
don't exist."
New Year's Resolution:
VC Bestor is an ordinary person, former victim of predators, and also Director of the non-profit FangedWilds.org
She taught sex-abuse awareness to kids in Portland, Oregon area schools for five years.
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