Sunday, August 22, 2021

My Cancer Story Rocks!

This information could save your life. About eighty thousand people around the world are trying to cure cancer with Merck Dog De-Wormer! A study just came out that indicates they’re not crazy. 

Joe Tippens was given up for dead with small-cell lung carcinoma when a doctor mentioned the anthelmintic. A pharmaceutical researcher had discovered it when she had to de-worm the mice she’d infected with cancer; she’d proceeded to get cancer herself, and the fenbendazole apparently cured her! 

She didn’t risk her job by publicizing the cancer cure. 

But Joe Tippens’s recovery spurred him to spend his scant spare time writing a blog and starting a Facebook page dedicated to the protocol he’d used: he’d added bioavailable curcumin and cannabis oil. He didn’t have any side effects.

I have stage-4 cancer and tried chemo for the first three months of this year. It made me feel terrible. People had pity on me, and I ended up going to the Hippocrates Institute for three weeks and many thousands of dollars. The campus there in Florida is gorgeous; I loved swimming in the warm mineral pool. After that, I showed improvement on a CT scan, unlike after the chemo. But I still have painful tumors. 

I love my oncologist. She’d referred me to hospice care after I refused any further chemo torture. My friend told me that the parasite drug ivermectin that decimated the covid death rate in India also treated cancer in a couple studies. So my precious oncologist figured out a dosage (dozens of 3mg pills per day) and gave me a prescription. But I’m in Oregon, so pharmacies refused* to fill my ivermectin script, even on compassionate basis for stage-4 cancer. 

I was a licensed acupuncturist so of course I’ve used all sorts of natural remedies. A born altruist, I was willing to be an object lesson to prove that “modern” oncology was barbaric. Cheap medicines are dismissed in favor of profitable ones. I was disheartened that “alternative” therapies hadn’t helped me more. I wanted to demonstrate the effectiveness of ivermectin. But I’m relieved to be starting dog de-wormer. 

I don’t want to die. 

While willing to be a martyr, it’s not my #1 choice. Recalling the invisible hand that saved me from death on my toilet in 1995, I considered that maybe God has a use for me out-of-body. So I did tease one ivermectin-denying pharmacist that I’ll haunt him if I die. Life is so funny. Woof woof!

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The author VC Bestor is Director of the
non-profit FangedWilds.org,


a project encouraging women to engage constructively with apex predators.

"Find the meat of the matter" 

VC Bestor on Telegram and Twitter,


"Fenbendazole attacks tumor cells in 5 different ways, which is why it is so very powerful. First, it destabilizes the cell structure, basically collapsing the cell. Second, it blocks the glucose channels within the cell wall, which ends up starving the cell of the glucose it needs to survive. Third, because of the lack of glucose intake, the mitochondria inside the cell (which is the main energy source of all cells is also starved. Fourth, it turns on the P53 gene. The P53 gene is found in all cells. This gene is used to prevent cells from turning cancerous. When a cell mutates to the point of cancer, the P53 gene is turned off. Fenbendazole turns this gene back on, basically killing the cancer cell from the inside out. Fifth, it stops cancer cells from colonizing (forming a large mass). If cancer cells do not colonize, they do not create new solid tumor masses." ~ FB Comment



*My letter to pharmacies:
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8/21/21 

Bimart Pharmacy, PO Box 2310, Eugene OR 97402 

To whom it may concern, 

Your pharmacy recently refused to fill my script for ivermectin. My prescription is to treat stage-4 cancer. You made this life-and-death decision, overriding my oncologist. Are you practicing medicine without a license? 

You fill off-label scripts all the time. Why play political games with ivermectin? It’s proven in India to decimate the death rate from SARS CoV-2 “covid” at almost no cost. The pharmaceutical industry desires to profit from experimental vaccines. So you suppress a cheap cure for covid, invermectin. 

And you withhold a treatment for terminal cancer: ivermectin. 

I won’t say I’ll haunt you when I die. Before that, I will cease patronizing Bimart. I’ve filled over a dozen prescriptions there in this year alone (not to mention other purchases). You’ve lost my business. 

I’ll consider shopping there again if you ensure me in writing that you fill scripts for ivermectin. Till then, I will post this letter on social media.

Encl: Studies of Ivermectin curing cancer

Ivermectin Covid Stats for August 5, 2021:

Uttar Pradesh, India on Ivermectin: Population is 2/3 of USA at 240 Million [4.9% fully vaccinated]

COVID Daily Cases: 26, Daily Deaths: 3

United States without Ivermectin: Population 331 Million [50.5% fully vaccinated]

COVID Daily Cases: 127,108. USA Daily Deaths: 574


Oregon covid patients don't get ivermectin unless requested specifically

Latest update: My ivermectin prescription (much higher dose for cancer than covid) supposedly would cost over $4000. Sounds legit... Ivermectin has no patent and costs $0.025 to produce 1 x 3mg pill.

Tuesday, August 17, 2021

If Jesus were a Hollywood Honcho

Yes, the Harvey-Weinstein stereotype of a mogul makes my hypothesis seem obscene. But you’ll catch on. And I want to tell you the most intimate secret of my life, so I need a little movie magic to embolden me.

Who else has reflected on something we’d just seen in a film, realizing how it functioned as a plot twist to rivet our attention? I may have felt manipulated but I appreciated the entertainment; I might sigh with satisfaction at the masterly ingenuity.

Jesus promised his followers that his return – the Second Coming – would be within the span of their lifetime. While some wouldn’t live to see it, He vowed that a few in his audience would witness him in the clouds with armies of angels “at an hour you do not expect” (Matt 24:44). The appearance would establish Jesus as a divine King above all earthly authorities, bringing the Kingdom of God to our world.

One reason I resisted becoming a Christian for decades was the silliness of some preachers who prophesied the Rapture and even predicted the exact date (2012?). I was far too sophisticated to fall for that hokum.

I was also quite sophisticated in my plans to do away with myself in 1995. Why? I was depressed about my first divorce. My romance with my next husband was poisoned by his addiction to Portland’s strip clubs. As an incest victim with the memory of my dad’s groin smashing my nose and throat shut, I felt my life had literally been fucked from the get-go.

So I had a permanent exit plan. But I knew the unreliability of emotions, and the need to outsmart them. My trick? I made a vow to myself that I wouldn’t escape life until I’d run out of cash. To ensure there would be no question whether I was flat broke, I’d liquidate my assets. That required a garage sale. I methodically began to place price stickers on everything I owned. Fortunately my roommate was out of town so there was noone to complain when the livingroom filled with piles of “merchandise”: my collection of antique hats, various costumes, camping gear and whimsical thrift-store treasures.

In the process, for two days, Jesus sat in my tatty old Danish armchair.

I’d never done any drugs to speak of, and I wasn’t prone to hallucinations. Despite my suicide plans, I was rational, not crazy, just completely fed up with life. The divine apparition didn’t reek of hysteria: on the contrary, he did nothing but “breathe, shine, and seek to mend.” Jesus just sat there, glowing with benevolence. For two days.

I kept preparing my belongings for sale: vinyl albums of classical music, Cat Stevens, books. I developed a sophisticated explanation for Jesus’s ability to appear. Wasn’t the obsession of his believers intense enough to have manifested him on the astral plane, a coalescence of their mental energy? He was just another ascended master, like Buddha or Lao Zi. That didn’t explain why he alone had come right when I needed him. But I was so prejudiced against Christianity, so intellectually superior, I clung to my opinion that God was consciousness and nothing else.

I did reflect that suicide might be a bit rash. I withdrew my favorite possessions from my garage sale. And my love life eventually improved.

Several months later, I was lying in bed with a flu. My roommate was travelling again, so I was alone in the house, patiently waiting for my immune system to do its work. I got up to pee, and sat down on the pot. Next thing I knew, I was slipping down a swirling tunnel of demons, their faces grinning at me with hungry teeth. Frantically my brain scrambled to get a purchase on something solid and safe. I failed. “Nothing… nothing is familiar!” The darkening tunnel was sucking me into oblivion.

Then I felt a firm hand on my left shoulder. It lifted my unconscious torso forward so I could gasp air into my suffocated lungs; when I’d passed out, my head had fallen at such an angle behind the toilet tank that my airway had been blocked. I later noticed ischemic brain damage specifically to the math region of my brain; where I’d once had a a good SAT score and a weird photographic memory for phone numbers, I now struggled to do basic math.

I phoned my next husband at work, and he drove me to an urgent-care center. The doctor said I had a temperature of 105 or 106 (I can’t remember the number exactly, the first sign of that brain damage). I must have suffered a seizure as a consequence of the fever.

I did subsequently buy a thermometer to have on hand.

There was no question in my mind that I’d died and been saved from hell. But that made no sense. I was such a good person! I’d always strived for the greatest good. I volunteered doing puppet shows in schools, teaching kids how to deal with sexual abuse. I studied natural healing and Chinese herbs (I eventually became an acupuncturist). And I’d worked with my first husband as a professional clown (BJ and Scampy’s Merrily Magical Mischief) to bring joy and a sense of giddy freedom to the masses. Both careers were extremely challenging to me, especially working with my ex after the divorce. But I wanted to make the world a better place.

This is the part in the movie where the protagonist realizes she’d made a major miscalculation. But in real life, it took me two more decades to catch a clue. I was at the local library, where someone had made a display of the staff’s favorite books on top of the card catalogue. (Yes, the local library is bizarrely outdated. Computers? Hello?)

One fat book stared me in the face. BONHOEFFER: Pastor, Martyr, Prophet, SPY.

I said to myself, “Oh, fuck.” In that moment, I’d realized that I’d lost any reason not to become a Christian. If a pastor could be involved in a plot to kill Hitler, I no longer had the excuse that Christians are just a mindless cloud of angel farts praying their silly hearts out and running soup kitchens while there are HITLERS TO KILL.

Not that I’m homicidal. Or destructive in any way. On the contrary, I want to create Heaven on Earth. I always did, my whole life. Only, in that moment in the library, I finally realized how to do it. 

Faith without works is dead (James 2:26).

I’d been confused by Catholic pedophiles, communist Methodists, Masonic Baptists, and “religious philanthropic organizations” that were probably CIA fronts. Those perversions don’t define Christianity, no more than my dad’s incest defined me. Human free will gives us the opportunity to learn to discern fakery from truth. Consider the satanic elites’ attack on the world, with FBI and DHS labeling patriots “terrorists” for defending democracy; “women” with penises stealing* femininity, obliterating actual womanhood; the Taliban getting an air force, armed by Biden; and scamdemic clot-shot jab-stabbed face-diapered sheeple injecting their own kids with poison and destroying our most basic human rights along with their own God-given immune systems. Here's another POV (point of view): what if we humbly honored God instead? For one thing, I wouldn’t have married that strip-club lover. 

I like the alternate ending to this movie, where I share my days with a God who lives and breathes beside me, vanquishing demons.

Many audition but few are chosen. I’m unworthy to be named when the credits roll. But it’s enough to have had the thrill of working with The Director.

(Sorry about the F-bombs. But hey, that’s Show Biz. And all my sins** are washed away by the blood of Jesus, my Savior. Amen!)



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The author VC Bestor is Director of the
non-profit FangedWilds.org,


a project encouraging women to engage constructively with apex predators.

"Find the meat of the matter" 

VC Bestor on Telegram and Twitter,


*Yes, I know words like "appropriating". But as a 5'2" female former athlete, I calls it like I sees it. Males, get out of girls' sports, restrooms, etc.

** My non-mystical explanation of how Jesus absolves us of sin is psychological: distancing us from faults, he’s the archetype (“Word”) of an innocent, divine human with whom we can identify. He represents us as an infinitely better version of a human than we could ever be. By believing in the loving, sacrificial God, we’re not defined by our failings but by what he did for us. Empathizing with his martyrdom and resurrection, we could even be persecuted and unjustly murdered, and yet still transcend the worst of humanity. So the perpetrators of those vile sins just prove His Glory!